Greetings Brothers
I stumbled across this forum today and was impressed with the level of discussion taking place, and felt inspired to seek any possible information/wisdom/insight concerning my personal situation. Some of the details are a bit intimate in nature but I feel its important to give the full picture in this case.
So many details, I will do my best to be clear and coherent. I only ever lurk on message boards/subs, not used to expressing myself.
I am the oldest of 5 boys. I am a 40 year old male. The three brothers I will refer to are between 25 and 32 years old. I believe that for the past roughly ten years l, three of my brothers have been using some type Magick/occult system to destroy my life. How certain am I? 1000 percent. In a hypothetical situation in which I had to answer the objective truth about whether or not they truly are, and if I hypotheticaly answer incorrect some all knowing mysterious force would end my life, I would absolutely answer: yes they are.
It started around early 2018. At that time I was for the most part ignorant of the occult. Up until then things like manifesting, summoning, entities, energy bodies, psionic abilities etc. were fictional/fantasy elements from my comic books as far as I was concerned.
During this time in early 2018 I started experiencing new strange physical sensations in my body as well as incredible anxiety, depression, and fatigue. It was the worse in the morning. I remember the first time I woke up and felt that feeling. It felt like death in a way. Hard to describe, but I just felt horrible physically and mentally. During this time I began having to isolate myself and practice restraint with anyone I interacted with as my emotions became incredibly unstable. Up until this point I was relatively healthy/normal. Did not drink alcohol. I generally ate well and stayed physically active.
Another strange phenomonon during this time involved my penis (please forgive my language). Up untill then perfectly normal. But now, I would start getting random erections all through out the day. Not fully hard like when Ive engaged in sexual intercourse with a partner, but hard enough where if I am laying on my back, it stands straight up, (lets says 70% hardness). And it will throb continuously, but not in the normal way I was used to, I would say less intense than normal throbbing but very noticible. This erection however, is not accompanied by any pleasurable feelings, thoughts of arrousal or lust. While its happening I will also feel movement and sensations in my groin/hip area. Sensations in in other parts occur as well, feet, the head sometimes. As the throbbing is happening it usually feels like Im being drained even though nothing physically comes out.
Also, one of the biggest new sensations was this constant, almost non ending stiffness and tension in my hips/groin. I have since 2018 become more informed about Occult related matters, and recently read that tension in the physical body could be a sign of cord attachment, but thats just a layman's guess.
Back to my brothers. In 2018 when this all started I started noticing strange behaviors from these three brothers. First was, all three started going out there way to hang out with me and invite me out. Previously, there was love and we did hang, but infrequently and I has a seperate social circle. Out of no where, in 2018, it turned into all three started coming to my living quarters(all live in the same house), individually. They would come, strike up a conversation, for an hour or two, and we would out somewhere get coffee and some two or three cigs. I assumed they just admired/liked me and wanted to "chill". Also their demeanor towards me changed, previously our dynamic was always older bro n younger bros. Now it different. Hard for me to explain, but it was a noticeable shift. I rationalized as maybe we got closer somehow and they saw me diffently.
The next strange behavior that I noticed when I would be with any one of them, was strange lip movement. I am by default a shy person, so usually when Im talking Im not always looking at the persons eyes, especially when we're seated next to each other in a car like a lot of our hang outs were, but I do check in every few minutes and look at the person Im talking to. So in these hang out sessions, too many times to count, I would be talking and when I suddenly turn my face to whichever brother I was hanging with I would catch them moving their lips silently like they were reciting something. At first I was baffled. Eventually, I brought it up to one of them, and he completely dismissed it like it was a natural nervous tick, but awfully strange after 25+ years, three people develope the same nervous tick in the same time period. I currently, in my more informed state, suspect it was some type of spell casting, but like I said before, laymans guess.
When I was not with them, and in my bedroom, I noticed that the three of them began hanging out unusually long, both individually and collectively on the back porch which was situated directly behind my bedroom. During those times, the body sensations would be most intense.
One of the biggest things I noticed was I started needing to yawn all through out the day. The yawning would be worst in the morning, but also excessive at other times. But i do feel incredible relief after, especially in my hips and groin. I discovered a certain devotional phrase that when repeated would induce the yawning. Also, many tears would come down during the yawns (not sad tears). I also discovered this phrase extremely beneficial in stopping the throbbing penis episodes, and pre-empting them when I feel them.
Several times I would be in the house alone, no fatigue, or bodily sensations, and then one or more of them would come home from where ever they were and sensations would start.
All three of them have talked subliminally in front of me about destroying "the evil person" and the other name i heard "the enemy". Never heard such things from then before like that. At first I thought "whats this nonsense my younger bro is saying" in my head. The more informed me believes it was some type of revelation of method/intent.
They also all began talking subliminally in a way to make it seem like they were physically volatile and possibly threatening but then completely non chalant about it. During this time I also heard the oldest one randomaly say to my mother, knowing I am within hearing distance, that the battle with his enemy is a spiritual one, against the psyche not the physical body.
Since 2018, the three rarely work, except for some part time ride share. It seems like they dont sleep. There is always one of them on the back porch all through the night. And one will leave at 2:30 am, another will come few mintues later for few hours.
Having become more informed about the occult, and using prayers, walking, grounding, everything is much more manageable with the Grace of and thanks to The Most High, but it is still a struggle, as their spiritual warfare does do a number on will power, motivation, etc
The reason for my long (and hopefully cohernt post), I would love to hear any insight or information from anyone about any of this. Im no expert, and I am curious what they are doing exactly. Is it psionic, is it magick? One of my suspicions is they have some how attached an entity to one of the energy/light bodies? Possibly through (my)oral ingestion of something they tampered with, and/orwith their minds. I just also remembered In the beginning of it all, one time I was sleeping, and I wake up middle of the night, the oldest and next oldest were in my living quarters/room, not a normal occurence. Lights were off, but I window shade was up so you could see fine enough. The older one was standing and waving his hands in the air in a way I never seen before or since. The younger one was in a far off corner seated on the ground half asleep.
I would be eternally grateful for any insight.
I stumbled across this forum today and was impressed with the level of discussion taking place, and felt inspired to seek any possible information/wisdom/insight concerning my personal situation. Some of the details are a bit intimate in nature but I feel its important to give the full picture in this case.
So many details, I will do my best to be clear and coherent. I only ever lurk on message boards/subs, not used to expressing myself.
I am the oldest of 5 boys. I am a 40 year old male. The three brothers I will refer to are between 25 and 32 years old. I believe that for the past roughly ten years l, three of my brothers have been using some type Magick/occult system to destroy my life. How certain am I? 1000 percent. In a hypothetical situation in which I had to answer the objective truth about whether or not they truly are, and if I hypotheticaly answer incorrect some all knowing mysterious force would end my life, I would absolutely answer: yes they are.
It started around early 2018. At that time I was for the most part ignorant of the occult. Up until then things like manifesting, summoning, entities, energy bodies, psionic abilities etc. were fictional/fantasy elements from my comic books as far as I was concerned.
During this time in early 2018 I started experiencing new strange physical sensations in my body as well as incredible anxiety, depression, and fatigue. It was the worse in the morning. I remember the first time I woke up and felt that feeling. It felt like death in a way. Hard to describe, but I just felt horrible physically and mentally. During this time I began having to isolate myself and practice restraint with anyone I interacted with as my emotions became incredibly unstable. Up until this point I was relatively healthy/normal. Did not drink alcohol. I generally ate well and stayed physically active.
Another strange phenomonon during this time involved my penis (please forgive my language). Up untill then perfectly normal. But now, I would start getting random erections all through out the day. Not fully hard like when Ive engaged in sexual intercourse with a partner, but hard enough where if I am laying on my back, it stands straight up, (lets says 70% hardness). And it will throb continuously, but not in the normal way I was used to, I would say less intense than normal throbbing but very noticible. This erection however, is not accompanied by any pleasurable feelings, thoughts of arrousal or lust. While its happening I will also feel movement and sensations in my groin/hip area. Sensations in in other parts occur as well, feet, the head sometimes. As the throbbing is happening it usually feels like Im being drained even though nothing physically comes out.
Also, one of the biggest new sensations was this constant, almost non ending stiffness and tension in my hips/groin. I have since 2018 become more informed about Occult related matters, and recently read that tension in the physical body could be a sign of cord attachment, but thats just a layman's guess.
Back to my brothers. In 2018 when this all started I started noticing strange behaviors from these three brothers. First was, all three started going out there way to hang out with me and invite me out. Previously, there was love and we did hang, but infrequently and I has a seperate social circle. Out of no where, in 2018, it turned into all three started coming to my living quarters(all live in the same house), individually. They would come, strike up a conversation, for an hour or two, and we would out somewhere get coffee and some two or three cigs. I assumed they just admired/liked me and wanted to "chill". Also their demeanor towards me changed, previously our dynamic was always older bro n younger bros. Now it different. Hard for me to explain, but it was a noticeable shift. I rationalized as maybe we got closer somehow and they saw me diffently.
The next strange behavior that I noticed when I would be with any one of them, was strange lip movement. I am by default a shy person, so usually when Im talking Im not always looking at the persons eyes, especially when we're seated next to each other in a car like a lot of our hang outs were, but I do check in every few minutes and look at the person Im talking to. So in these hang out sessions, too many times to count, I would be talking and when I suddenly turn my face to whichever brother I was hanging with I would catch them moving their lips silently like they were reciting something. At first I was baffled. Eventually, I brought it up to one of them, and he completely dismissed it like it was a natural nervous tick, but awfully strange after 25+ years, three people develope the same nervous tick in the same time period. I currently, in my more informed state, suspect it was some type of spell casting, but like I said before, laymans guess.
When I was not with them, and in my bedroom, I noticed that the three of them began hanging out unusually long, both individually and collectively on the back porch which was situated directly behind my bedroom. During those times, the body sensations would be most intense.
One of the biggest things I noticed was I started needing to yawn all through out the day. The yawning would be worst in the morning, but also excessive at other times. But i do feel incredible relief after, especially in my hips and groin. I discovered a certain devotional phrase that when repeated would induce the yawning. Also, many tears would come down during the yawns (not sad tears). I also discovered this phrase extremely beneficial in stopping the throbbing penis episodes, and pre-empting them when I feel them.
Several times I would be in the house alone, no fatigue, or bodily sensations, and then one or more of them would come home from where ever they were and sensations would start.
All three of them have talked subliminally in front of me about destroying "the evil person" and the other name i heard "the enemy". Never heard such things from then before like that. At first I thought "whats this nonsense my younger bro is saying" in my head. The more informed me believes it was some type of revelation of method/intent.
They also all began talking subliminally in a way to make it seem like they were physically volatile and possibly threatening but then completely non chalant about it. During this time I also heard the oldest one randomaly say to my mother, knowing I am within hearing distance, that the battle with his enemy is a spiritual one, against the psyche not the physical body.
Since 2018, the three rarely work, except for some part time ride share. It seems like they dont sleep. There is always one of them on the back porch all through the night. And one will leave at 2:30 am, another will come few mintues later for few hours.
Having become more informed about the occult, and using prayers, walking, grounding, everything is much more manageable with the Grace of and thanks to The Most High, but it is still a struggle, as their spiritual warfare does do a number on will power, motivation, etc
The reason for my long (and hopefully cohernt post), I would love to hear any insight or information from anyone about any of this. Im no expert, and I am curious what they are doing exactly. Is it psionic, is it magick? One of my suspicions is they have some how attached an entity to one of the energy/light bodies? Possibly through (my)oral ingestion of something they tampered with, and/orwith their minds. I just also remembered In the beginning of it all, one time I was sleeping, and I wake up middle of the night, the oldest and next oldest were in my living quarters/room, not a normal occurence. Lights were off, but I window shade was up so you could see fine enough. The older one was standing and waving his hands in the air in a way I never seen before or since. The younger one was in a far off corner seated on the ground half asleep.
I would be eternally grateful for any insight.
