Shade said: Greeks thought of this nothingness as Chaos incarnate the primordial being Nyx, but eqyptions say that the greeks are too young to remember the light that came before Nyx.
I say Chaos incarnate primordial being Nyx is a reference to the point of illumination hovering in the void of
elemental space (Nothingness). Primordial Creation, yes, yet not quite created, albeit anticipating its (Creation's) organizational function (by its mystical symbolization). In terms of taoism's Tai Chi, this is called the "Liquid Pearl" a subsuming particulate constituting one's mystical vision of a
volumetric mass in the form of a vortex. Padmasambhava's central Asian tradition refers to this elemental primordial organization as the Vortex, appearing in the void of Nothingness, which plays a fundamental role in that liturgy's mnemonic and talismanic device.
The light spoken of by the Egyptian (precedent to Nyx) is telling. The Egyptian intimates that the Greeks don't yet go back far enough in their description. The
light spoken of by the Egyptianis as far as human spiritual potential can know, yet this light is beyond (before) the experience of primordial Chaos (Nyx). Experience of the light preceding the chaotic Vortex is
the limit of the limitless (another ancient taoist term). There is always that which is beyond our ability to see (that is, to know by immediate nondiscursive experiential knowledge).
We can never know beyond this limit, in terms of the unapproachable source. Knowledge of this limit is evidence of one having really seen the nature of one's own mind right now, constituting a mystical vision alluding to Awareness' power, being one's true identity. But, even though it's you, you are not it.
In terms of being, seeing potential is knowledge; in terms of knowledge, being is potential; In terms of potential, knowledge is being. Knowledge is formless, void of psychological momentum, therefore transcendent activity based on such knowledge operates freely within karmic energy (because karma and potential are the same, in terms of reality). Our nonoriginated nature is undifferentiated, that is, unified. Such unity precedes "Chaos", owing to Nyx's organizational aspects of polarity and
movement. Real knowledge empowering enlightening practice is modeled on the light preceding the primordial organization of Chaos (not deliberately, but naturally) therefore its actualization outside of time constitutes entry into inconceivability which obviates the matrix of Creation (karma) without harming its primordial organization of kinetic incrementality (time).
OP said: "…but it's impossible to imagine nothing…"
Traditions based on clarifying one's own mind right now to the point of all at once nonorigination in perpetuity, insist that imagination is surpassed in realizing boundless voidness in which nothing
is itself absent, where reality pervades
without beginning in stillness, timelessly on the verge of going into action without having ever moved. Even now, true awareness has never moved. Such true awareness is not bound by the psychological function of human mentality. Neither is it some other mind. Mind is one.
Seeing seeing in terms of the quality of awake is itself just such voidness, only empty of ideas of selfhood, in real time. In everyday ordinary situations, activating mind without dwelling on its contents and seeing through conditions without denying their characteristics is evidence of "turning the light around." We are inconceivable beings, in truth.
One's immediate identity is simply the quality of awake, selfless, nonoriginated. That's not philosophy, it's liberation.
Functioning thusly in the midst of everyday ordinary situations unbeknownst to anyone doesn't change anything, but that's the point of authentic practice; in seeing Change, one adapts to its changes without going along. The world flows along in terms of vicissitudes, yet, somehow, one's presence doesn't abandon situational evolution even though the situation's gravitas is moot in terms of oneself, according to the timing of each situation's critical junctures. Even should others cling, it is as if they have been flushed away powerlessly by their own psychological (karmic) momentum. Ordinary people who do not see potential do not know the meaning of such freedom within Creation.
The only reason I mention this with respect to the OP, is because the locus of attention relative to such
nothingness reeks of potential that one can learn to rely on in order to adapt spiritually (nonpsychologically) within Creation's chaos of conditionality and thus transcend delusion by virtue of delusion's inherent nonoriginated essential nature (potential), while freely sharing oneself in the midst of rank dualistic realms, neither courting honor nor avoiding ignominy. Transcendence is an impersonal (selfless) relationship rooted in the utter vulnerability of inevitability.
Such activity is empty of one's own psychological momentum. This is called clarity. By clarity, one's influence is selfless, simply due to not actualizing psychological awareness; instead, one sees reality, which powers one's adaptivity to cyclical situations' inherent potential.